White-Vinyl

One would think that with all this crap I have dealt with and had been through I would be a person capable of pushing away problems. But even now, with everything that has happened recently, even when something small happens it feels like getting thrown off a cliff. I have almost no emotional stability. Monday in my fifth bell biology class I was doing fine. I wasn't having any issues. But when I sat down at a desk in the front of the room for a club meeting I just lost it. I can say I have never felt so lost before. I couldn't function. I just broke down with anxiety and stress and I couldn't do anything. My friends tried to help but it was

So yea... My one year anniversary here on dA was on the 21st and I didn't even realize that it had passed. I'm slower than molasses, is that ok?   Anyways I have started up again with my art. Sorry I'm so late with it. I fractured my motivation a while ago and its still not fixed. I'm sorry for being so slow lately.

:EDIT SEPTEMBER 11, 2013: Or not... Thank you dad, for being the most supportive person right now... That's fine. I totally needed the extra stress and anxiety in my life right now... You are the most helpful person I know... :EDIT SEPTEMBER 8, 2013: Sorry about the extreme hiatus. I have been having some severe mood drops, anxiety issues and massive amounts of stress over the last few weeks. But with the help of a few friends I have gotten better. I will continue to draw as soon as my wrist gets better. My issues will continue for quite a while but I have been able to control them. I have been slightly productive in the last few days. I hav